Diaries of March

This is how it really goes, you really never get where its taking you, the darkest days, the changing seasons, they always lead you to where you're thinking, its always like this, since childhood, I never understood that concept, but I was really suspicious of what it was, now I realize, I see this is where the dark path leads you, where the rock bottom takes you, Life takes you away from home, away from beloveds, to something better, there is a good sequence of rhythmic waves, you're maybe lost, afraid, you think its the end of your life, the end of the good in your life, but by then after the dark nights pass, you will come to the light, to the secret behind the misery, you will never get it, you're apart but into another better station, it really happens for a reason, this is the secret of life, the power of a thought, that you do create, and shine. You live and you take what people give you, many kinds of music, their taste, their lyrics, after hating memories they

People, they always know the tiniest ways to let you down, after raising you really high, maybe this is how it goes, this is the essence of life, is to get smacked by persons to learn, or more specific to survive and live, we all know that we really cant let them go and live by ourselves, they are the interactions that live through us, they are the energy that boasts our egos, some days they take our hands and lead us to light, other times they take us to the darkest forests and dump us there, scared and lost, this kind of interactions splits your inner thoughts, and misleads your brain, a new confusion between black and white, between love and hatred, you are no longer able to distinguish between right and wrong, schizophrenic moments of complete blurriness. unable to say goodbye even by knowing its a must, a concept of time value of time, a lesson in life, they always tend to go, they knew how to get you to paradise, after applying time value concept, they leave you in your insecur

I really cant believe that we are almost in the second half of 2012, its almost over, growing up was a must, changing views was the only obedient friend that always stuck by my side, not only physically but some kind of mentally growing up, Another new concept of time value of Time, its passing, and its doing so by running faster than a marathon player, faster than blue shiny lightning, 2 minutes that used to count so long, 2 hours that used to feel like years, one week that was far away from our simple vision is actually changing with time, another year passed by the beautiful earth spinning all around the energetic sun, you look in the mirror and see,maybe the same figure of yourself, but a whole another definition of your soul, you either grow apart form this body, in a faster rhythm or you fell and get lost in time,hand in hand with your body,  as we become closer to the end of this year, just like any other, we think, reconcile, imagine, and resolute. sometimes being lost in time